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Play Journal: Q1 2015

Oh, hai. I didn’t see you there. Huh? What’s that? Three months? It’s been three months since the last recap? Really? OK. Fine. I’ll give you something to read.

Apparently going through a divorce, moving to a new apartment, and school kicking into high gear moved this play journal thing down a couple notches on my priority… ladder (do ladders have notches? am I just mixing metaphors here?). I won’t turn this into a update on my personal life, but I will say that the recent turmoil certainly has had its effect on my willingness to seek out opportunities for interesting play. More than anything, I’m still exhausted, but it’s getting better and I’m looking forward to a year of unique and challenging play.

Speaking of unique (great segue, Thom), I’m doing a crazy and stupid thing in writing a Game for Lonely People every day of 2015 over at Short Games for Lonely People. I’m now one fourth through the year, and I’d love it if you kept me company by, from time to time, reading some of the stuff I squeeze out of my thinkyhole. You’re free to enjoy it. You’re also unfree to enjoy it.

Short Games

Final notes: I could have written more on Knudepunkt, but for reasons known to me, this year wasn’t entirely focused on play for me. Instead, my big takeaways from KP 2015 was friendships and how to relate to people I know and care about.
Also, I did a 24 hour version of A Drift. In Berlin. Using silent disco technology. It was amazing. In fact, it was so amazing that I’m writing a journal entry just for that one game. Don’t know when it’ll be up. Will tell you when it is. If you ask. Nicely.


LIVE ACTION STUFF

Living Stones at Malmö Museum – These can be found in a sort of hidden room far into the museum. They occupy a corner of a large room, making up a beach to the blue carpet/water of the rest of the room. I really didn’t see that the stones actually were pillows until my kid picked one up and threw it at me. I tried the stones out for a bit, but the real joy was watching my kid play with other kids. I almost only see my kids play together with each other, so seeing the interactions and attentiveness to others was a real treat. Too bad these stones cost a copious amount of money, otherwise, I’d fill my living room with them.

Malmö Play Club Session – Not much to say. A Play Club session is always a Play Club session, and never not interesting. Here’s what we played:
Bomb and Shield
Vampire
Silent Bird
Build Up/Knock Down
Sound Shower
Rain

Action Breaks – As part of a programming course I’m taking, we have what’s called an “action break” every time we have class. The conditions are simple: The winners of the last action break come up with a game that has to 1) be winnable 2) not take place in the classroom 3) involve moving around. Here’s what I managed to be part of:
Murderous Handshake
Everybody’s It Freeze Tag, Foosball Tournament, Ståtroll (Danish name for a variant of Freeze Tag).

Soccer – Took the kids shopping for groceries at the mall and brought a ball along for after we were done. Just bringing a football to this sort of place, even though we played with it outside, at the designated area (poorly) built for play, radically changes it. Play is appropriative, right? Yeah, it served as an invitation to other kids to join, and before we knew it, a game was under way.

explosion

Columbian Hypnosis – Played this with a classmate. I’m slowly realizing how much I absolutely enjoy the kind of push and pull this sort of game affords. Yes, one person leads, but the person following is in a strange power position as well, regulating and signalling whether or not the hypnotist should push harder or cut some slack. We’ll get back to this stuff later.

Playing in the park – Went with big M to play in Folkets Park (literally “The People’s Park”). We played in a piece of wooden playground equipment shaped like a car + caravan, and the kid who was driving was really all enthusiastic about it. Me and my kid sat in the back of the car, shouting destinations to each other, joking about where we were going.
All of a sudden, our kid driver turned around and announced: “We’re here!”
I asked: “Where are we?”
He answered: “Folkets Park”, which was of course true, but not an answer I was expecting.

MovingBaby

Easter Egg Hunt – Apparently, this is now some sort of tradition in Malmö — letting people join a little treasure hunt and go look for easter eggs. It was just enough fun for my 3,5 year-old to enjoy. There were four stations, each with its own question to be answered on the treasure map sheet we received at the outset of our hunt. At each of these stations, there were people in animal suits (bunny, chicken, cat etc.), but the kids didn’t actually have to interact with these characters unless they wanted to. Oftentimes, I think that people designing these sorts of experiences go for high interaction and full-on spectacle, even though that might not be suitable for the target audience. In this case, I’m really glad that interaction was not mandatory, because the animals were sometimes a bit freaky (read: I thought they were amazing while my kid thought they were a bit too weird).

A Drift, 24h Berlin run – There is no way to keep this short, so I’ve broken it into its own post. I’ll put a link here once it’s done.

Tempelhof-square

Knudepunkt 2015 – Like I said in my stupidly long intro, KP2015 did bring some play experiences, but it was more of a year of recalibration for me, as it indeed seems to be in all areas. Here’s a quick summary of what sort of trouble I got myself into:

Universe Building Workshop with Jakob la Cour
– Played around with ASMR and how it could be used to create a sense of space and place. The focus was relaxation, but I think we went much more towards titillation and subtle excitement. Some of my absolutely strongest triggers (good ones) were hit, but I really didn’t mind.

Movement Workshop with Gabriel Widing
– Any sort of workshop Gabriel put together will probably be worth attending, and this turned out to be true for the movement workshop as well. The whole thing was rather simple; Gabriel had prepared several scores for the group to work around, all exploring different ways bodies can relate to each other. Some relations slanted towards the physical, some towards the social. One score stood out to me as interesting in terms of power (back to the pushing and pulling mentioned above). Everyone mills about in the room. Once they lock eyes with someone, they approach each other, and when they meet one must kneel before the other. There’s no talking, so this agreement must be made in silence, using looks and body language. What’s interesting is that the exercise would suggest that the person kneeling is somehow the victim of the person still standing. However, they do not break eye contact or move away from each other until the person kneeling gets back up. Thus, the person kneeling is in control and the submission has become an interesting power dynamic that recognizes its own artificial premise, while still maintaining the actual physical and social relationship that the participants have silently agreed upon.

nailpolish

Control Box Workshop
– A workshop exploring submission (I know, that again). One person is in a square made up by tape on the floor. As long as they’re in there, they follow instructions given to them by everyone who is not in the box. Their only permitted autonomous action is leaving the box.  Naturally, I wish people pushed harder when it was my turn, but there was no way to communicate this.

Masquerade (at the party)
– I didn’t prepare a lot, but in keeping with the theme — Deadly Sins and Heavenly Virtues — I went as charity, throwing (fake) money at people and being all… charitable. I wore a bird mask and hung out in the sloth room. I also danced at the Danceoke.

Improvised Ritual (at the party)
– Stumbled into a proper Norwegian improvised ritual during the party. It was really intense at times and got just as scary as I think it was supposed to. I can’t really imagine what it looked like from the outside, but being in it felt good.

Ninja (at the party)
– Jumped into a game that just started, wearing my mask and everything. Did not do too well.

Warlarp
– Last day of Knudepunkt, I joined a drop-in boffer battle in the style of the Danish “Warlarp”. It’s basically a boffer game, so the focus is on hitting people a whole bunch, but you have to move in formation and stay with your group. Everything is based on Warhammer in some way I do not fully comprehend or care about, but I had a lot of fun just running around beating people up and dying in very dramatic ways.

Daycare Play – Went to the open/drop-in daycare in my neighborhood and was served amazing food by two of the finest chefs imaginable. food
Built stuff in play-dough. Made this little fella:playDough Also, a lot of other fun stuff kids come up with at daycare. Like, jumping from too high up, kicking someone who’s not actually in the kicking game, and throwing food all over the place. It was the kids doing those things, not me. Just to be clear.


PC/CONSOLE STUFF

P.T. – I finally got around to playing this hype monster, and I have to say that I was not disappointed. Do believe the hype, people. First observation: isn’t it funny how a horror game so successfully plays with the corridor trope? I mean, though not a horror game, this was the strength of The Stanley Parable as well; the illusion of choice as represented by rigid architecture. Horror often works on the same level, giving players just enough pull on the world for the pushback to really hurt once it comes.
Second observation: P.T. managed to lull me and Mikael into a sort of ritualistic and occult behavior when we tried to solve the last of the puzzles. I’ve been told that Blaise Pascal said something along the lines of “First you go to church and you kneel in front of the cross, then you start believing in God”. I think the same went for our strange quest for the esoteric knowledge in P.T.: repetition and practice brought about mystic belief in our nonsensical play. Immersion really was the excrement of action.

Portal 2 – Played through the extra co-op level that I had not yet tried, and started going through some of the user-designed ones. There are some real gems there, lemme tell ya. If you’re into Portal 2, you need to do yourself a favor and download a bunch of user-designed levels to try out.

Interruption Junction – Maybe not very game-y, but still sorta interesting. Not much to say about it, though. Well, I guess I could say that… [INTERRUPTION!!!]

Tired

Mighty Jill Off – I played through this game a couple of times for school. We were assigned to play any two games and blog about them, preferably in relation to each other. I wrote about submission, negotiation, and masochism in Mighty Jill Off and Super Hexagon. I don’t think I’ll publish those texts here on the blog any time soon, but there’s some incredibly interesting and potent ideas in the mix of BDSM and game design. I mean, just read this book. This is where we get back to the push and pull, and what I think Anna Anthropy does so well in several of her games. The designer becomes a guide in our submission, but rather than ending up stuck in the proceduralist rhetoric argument, the player also has a say in the negotiation of her submission.

Quake Live – Another game I played it as part of our Digital Game Theory course. There’s only a few people taking the course, so we have a lot of room to improvise and come up with stuff to do. This seemed mostly to serve as a team-building exercise… not that I mind.

We tried getting around the subscription required to host matches by finding matches that looked good and then shout the details at each other until everyone joined the same game. It took us the better part of an hour to get everyone (10-ish people) connected, first to Steam, then Quake Live. I was not on my A game, and I was far from the best in class, but it was damn fun.
We also got to try out our new Game Lab, which turned out to work like a charm and have some proper gear for playing computer games.
Finally, this game gave us the chance to shoot at our professors, which is always a welcome addition to any educational setting.

Nidhogg – I stayed behind after one Quake Live session and coaxed a classmate into trying out some of the variants. Baby mode was ridiculous, and low gravity was great. Never found out what the spine sword did. Nidhogg, great as always.

Micro Machines V3 – When we’re not playing Quake Live or DayZ in class, we meet up to play old PS1 games. Micro Machines was hectic and entertaining, and I’m very happy we tried the multiplayer mode with six players. I really don’t care for the retro obsession some people have, but when it comes to learning from past mistakes and successes, I’m all for it. Here’s a game that did a lot with what was available in terms of hardware. A maximum of eight players for a racing game on a PS1 is not bad, considering how this is to be communicated and designed. Current designers of local multiplayer games could do worse than look to Micro Machines for inspiration.

MicroMachines

Hercules – Herculadedrik! That’s all I have to say.

Three Body Problem – Found this while browsing A Game Design Vocabulary and felt like trying it. It’s really quite good. The difficulty is rather high, but still presents a challenge even after you’ve figured out what it’s all about.

Glorkian Warrior – Got it in a Killscreen bundle. Tried it a couple of times. It’s alright. There’s some sort of tie-in to some thing I don’t know about, so I figure that most of the appeal is lost in me just not getting it.

Tunnel

Drosophilia – The more Twine games I play, the more I want to make them. Anthing Pippin Barr is involved in will always pique my interest. This is no exception.

DayZ – Also a game played in class, DayZ has become something of a focus for me this semester. Along with a classmate, I developed a theory that the whole apocalypse scenario we find ourselves in when playing DayZ was actually brought about by an insane case of hypermetabolism spreading across the world. It wasn’t a mutated rabies virus, or a case of bad mojo, or a toxic spill. No, it was just the fact that absolutely everyone had to eat and drink ALL THE TIME, and once they eventually die, they still have to eat, hence the zombies. The zombies are afflicted like everyone else — doomed to consume.
Is DayZ, then, a critique of our world of mass-consumption and mass waste in the same vein of Romero’s original Dawn of the Dead?

— What are they doing? Why do they come here?
— Some kind of instinct. ”Memory of what they used to do. This was an important place in their lives.

Probably not, but entertaining that thought is entertaining to me, so I’ll keep doing that.

Apart from the hypermetabolism and the Zombies (which I would argue is a nuisance, rather than anything important to the game), DayZ offers a world where life is, at best, ”solitary, poor, nasty, brutish, and short”. This is both due to the game’s own rules (you starve, thirst, freeze etc) but also of its encouragement of it due through scarcity in resources that can potentially alleviate some of the threats facing characters in DayZ. This was the case in my killing Espen (my professor) while he logged out. To be honest, I thought he wasn’t done logging out and that, rather than an execution, it would turn out to be more of a ”fair fight”… in the same way a hunter using a rifle to kill an animal on the run is a fair fight, I suppose. I turned out to arrive late to the party and my kill landed me nothing more than a bit of loot (which could have been better, Espen!) and some ill-ish will. It was a conscious and very deliberate choice to do this, and the game is practically made for it. People have called DayZ a ”human nature simulator”, but I think that’s going a bit far. Humans can be cruel, sure, but rarely without some sort of reason. The player’s reason has a higher threshold when it comes to figuring out how much is too much, especially since it’s based on the game context and that DayZ presents a world and surrounding conversation focused on killing for sport, entertainment, or resources. When placed in this world, where life is cheap with or without other players going after you, I feel it’s much more legit to kill your friend (or professor) than in some other games. I also had the chance to force-feed my professor’s avatar some old tuna, which is always nice.

DayZLastly, I had the great idea of dropping all my gear (except the gloves and shades, of course) as I was dying. I thought I could just return and pick it all up after starving to death. I was wrong. Of course I respawned at the other end of the map.

Pac Man in Google Maps – Tried it at ITU, and it worked fine. Tried it where I grew up, and there were not enough roads. Go figure.


MOBILE STUFF

Solipskier – Played this with big M on the iPad. It’s a bit difficult for a three-year-old to figure out (we don’t let the kids use the iPad a whole lot), but it seemed to please the little one, so I was ok with it. Such a soft and nice experience, just like skiing isn’t at all.

Super Hexagon – I’ve felt like firing this up more often than previously. Mostly to deal with anxiety and amusing stuff like that. Also, like I mentioned above, I wrote a little something about it in relation to Mighty Jill Off. The best, as always, is firing it up and defeating the hardestestestest level in one try.

SuperHex

Moneygrabber – Spent way too long playing this. Way too long. Started thinking about spending actual money on it, at which point I uninstalled it.

Crossy Road – Tried it out in order to have tried it out and it totally worked as I have now tried it out. Great success.

Subterfuge – Interesting concept, but I’m not sure I have the wherewithal to internalize a game system of this kind right now. The negotiation seems nicely built into the interface and even with a somewhat complicated game system, I feel I get a good overview of what’s going on.

Sunburn – Solid design, but I get bored with these things very easily, so I don’t know if I’ll actually pick it up again. That’s actually a bit sad, when I go “this is good… but I don’t care”. It happens a lot with games.

Pinna – Taps into some sort of obsessive thing I have for simple/stupid games, but ultimately rather empty. Again, I guess it’s sorta good, but oooooooh my how I have other things to do, or better things to distract myself with.


TABLETOP STUFF

Hit the Hat – with big M. Same as always, the game rules don’t actually matter much. It’s much more important to just play around with the stuff in the box.

HitHat

Torchbearer – Out of respect for the game, we opted to go with pregens and just jump right in the first time we played. I played Gerald the Halfling burglar and I did not fare well in the dungeon, as expected. The second time we played, we created characters and got to the same part of the dungeon as our pregens had during our test run. Finally, the third run saw us delve deeper into the dungeon (big mistake, but hey, a poor murderhobo’s gotta do what a poor murderhobo’s gotta do). Perhaps we played out our characters inner lives a bit too strongly because what ended up killing us was not primarily the dungeon but conflicts within the murderhobo party. In short, my elf went down into a dungeon, hit some skeletons with his dagger, pushed his buddy into an ancient marble coffin, opened a door, and falling asleep in his own puke because the door was rigged with a horrible trap. Ah, Torchbearer, your rage is so measured and subtle.

Thom’s Top Ten Play Experiences of 2014

It’s been a hell of a year. That’s not just the hook of my favorite end-of-the-year song, it’s also true for my 2014, in several senses. Part of me is just glad I made it through at all. Looking back, my first impression was that 2014 didn’t offer as many cool play opportunities as 2013, but in assembling my short list (28 items!), I realized other stuff often got in the way of my enjoyment of them. This often interfered with my post-event appreciation rather than my actual in-play enjoyment, and I hope that in writing this list I’ll be able to look more soberly at what I’ve been up to.

Like last year, some of the stuff in here will be recycled from previous Play Journal entries. Like last year, you will be OK with this. Lastly, like last year, these experiences are presented in no particular order, so it’s not a countdown or count… up.

Very little of what made my year in play great would not have happened or been as exciting, enjoyable, and beautiful without all of my fellow players. Thus, I want to thank everyone who played with me in 2014. It means a lot to me that I get to keep exploring this thing (whatever it is) alongside some of the most amazing people I’ve met. Thank you, thank you, thank you!

w00t 2014 (May 30 – June 1)

The Copenhagen play festival returned for its second year and this time I participated not only as a player but also as a designer. More about the designer part later.

w00t 2014

This festival was just as good as I had hoped. Unlike last year, I was also able to attend all days this time around, which meant I didn’t miss as many cool things. The whole affair was a bit more polished and well-oiled than last year’s event (doesn’t say much, as that was held in what was basically a huge sandpit, but still).
Like I mentioned, bringing and playing something I designed was a big thing. That deserves its own entry on the list, however, so look further below to find that.

These are cool things I played at w00t 2015:
City Dash – This was great fun, even though our team spent a quarter of the game outside the actual play area. I’ve missed playing a larger street game where you simply get to run your ass off and collect points. I think there’s a view that many street games are only that, but it really isn’t as common as one might get the impression of.
The Avatar Controller – The more avatar play I can get AFK, the better.
Political Volleyball – Brilliant and simple concept. Just like volleyball, but spectators can vote for rules changes through Twitter. The twist is that they’re only voting for the names of the changes, so they don’t actually know what’s going to change.
Push Me, Pull You – The visuals drew me in, and this ended up inspiring a design I was involved in during my fall semester at the ITU in Copenhagen.
Sync – Another clever Local Multiplayer nugget. It’s basically this in the form of a videogame.
Triolectical Football – This is a must-try for… anyone interested in… sports, soccer, politics, art, play, games, architecture, warfare. Yeah.

Finally, I hade the great pleasure and honor to play some games with Bernie DeKoven, who was the festival’s guest of honor.Some people look at cool indie people making strange stuff and wish they were more like them. Me? I want to be Bernie.
Adding to the experience was the fact that I got to play with and see a dear friend of mine play all of these simple and coliberating games, building a shared understanding of what I’ve been getting into these past years.

 

Rain Game at Knutpunkt (April 3)

With 20 people, this is a cool game; with 350 people, it deserves a place on this list.

rain game

Sometimes, I have to argue that things I do are actually games. This is one of the most tiresome debates concerning games one can get into, so I try to avoid it. As long as the play is good, I probably don’t give a shit whether or not you think it’s a game. Rain is one of those games. It’s as much a ritual as a game, and that’s sorta the point. It brings a group together by sound and imagination, and it’s a beautiful thing.

In a car on my way from Halmstad to the Knutpunkt venue, one of the organizers asked if I had some game I could play as part of the opening ceremony. Of course I had a game!
For those who are unaware, Rain, asks players to close their eyes and imagine the last of a summer’s rains. The person leading the game starts rubbing their hands together and other people copy that sound, creating an impression of a growing wind. The sounds then move through snapping fingers, clapping hands, and slapping thighs, all the way to stomping on or slapping the floor. The person in the lead then slowly brings it all back down again by repeating the sounds in reverse order. My favorite moment is the transition from snapping fingers to rubbing the palms together. It really evokes that feeling of a heavy rain that’s just moved on.
As always, a lot of this is autosuggestion, and I did notice some people totally not getting into it, but I was blown away by both the game itself and the response I got from people afterwards. All through Knutpunkt people came up to me telling me that it was not only “fun”, “cool”, or “interesting”, but actually “beautiful”. Very little of those things were thanks to me, but I’m happy I was part of it.

 

A Drift: Gothenburg/Malmö/Copenhagen/Kraków (playtests, CPH, Malmö, Kraków)

The one game design I’m really proud of this year, A Drift was also my first opportunity in years to work with a close friend of mine.

a drift

I’ll try to not make this a postmortem. Some discussion about the process of designing A Drift is required make some sense, though. For the first time in years, I teamed up with my friend Mikael Vesavuori to make something. Joining us was also Niklas Persson, a welcome and balancing addition to the dynamic duo me and Mikael make up for better and for worse.

The idea was to make a street game to be submitted to w00t and Otherplace and for it to be minimal and not site-specific. What we came up with is pretty close to being a more structured and meditative version of Follow the Leader. I used to be uncomfortable with that comparison, but it does fit well and I’m proud we dared to keep it simple. Players team up, put on headphones playing an ambient soundtrack, and take turns leading each other in an exploration of the city.

In total, I did six proper runs of the game in 2014, and I can remember surprisingly much about them. Since every action builds on, or at least springs from, the last one, a sort of associative map is drawn through the city. When I recall the playthroughs, I follow these maps and go on a trip of silly and beautiful memories.

A Drift - playtest note

Riding a tram in Kraków without a ticket, saluting a building, walking backwards across a busy square, hugging an apartment complex, staring at a mall, staring at hot dogs turning round and round on a grill, drawing on pavement with a piece of chalk, venturing into the tunnels underneath Copenhagen, hiding from a heavy summer rain only to emerge and witness the most intense rainbow I’ve ever seen, mimicking other people, kneeling before a couple getting their wedding photos taken, using a street sign ask monkey bars, resting on warm asphalt while looking at nothing but sky…

When you give people the tools to play, they do. That’s a good thing about people.

 

Service at Knutpunkt (April 7)

The one game I attended at Knutpunkt ended up being totally worth it. A mix of ethical dilemma, tense play, and an incredibly satisfying ending secured it a spot on this list.

Service

With some games, you can see the emotional train wreck well before you’re sucked into it. In other games, you think you see a train, but actually it’s a flying saucer, and a Ninja stabs you, from behind, right in the feels. Service did that to me and that’s why it belongs on this list.

I didn’t really know what to expect, more than a larp about the call to military service, made by my buddy Shoshana. Service turned out to be a moral dilemma game, rather than some sort of military simulation. However, contrary to many other wicked problems, the person who was to be singled out among the new recruits was going to be spared (at least for now).
Working through the moral dilemma made up the bulk of the game, and I found it satisfying and was feeling surprisingly emotional by the end. One of the best parts was engaging with a player who was playing an introverted character, steering him into the game to keep him from just standing in a corner waiting it all out. It was obvious he was working through some dark thoughts in his mind and I wanted to see what they were. He let me, and they weren’t pretty, which was… beautiful. He gave me a chilling monologue about how he longed to feel his face sink into the cold mud as he died. Good stuff.

There are two things I think deserve a special mention: the character sheet and the end of the game.
The character sheet was nice because it worked both as an in-game prop (a draft notice) and a way to flesh out who you were playing. It was also part of starting the game. Everyone lined up and then, in turn, read their names out loud to proceed to the briefing room (where the rest of the game took place).
The end, then, also involved a slip of paper. Every player was handed one, lined up and, in turn, read their name and what the slip of paper said. They then exited the room and thus also the game. My slip of paper is the one you see below. This is what happened to my character in the the war. Medal of honor. Congrats.

I found myself in a strange state right after the game. Both the game itself and my character’s particular ending had gotten to me and I wasn’t really done dealing with it when I stepped out of the room. Other players, however, were super excited and immediately started shouting and laughing once they were out of the game. For some reason, this threw me off big time. There was a sort of dissonance where I was still internally processing what I had been through while others did the same, but with each other. This was unexpected but not entirely unwelcome. Though my overall reaction to the game still puzzles me. I wasn’t expecting as much as I did receive.

 

Malmö Play Club Club (March 22)

Malmö Play Club in general had a given spot on last year’s list. This year, we stepped up our… game by throwing a Play Club Club, and it was incredible.

playclubclub

Malmö Play Club decided to throw a nightclub but replace the alcohol with play and guess what… it worked beautifully! Four straight hours of play mixed with Danceoke (a first for many, including me) proved to be a great combo. This was the first time that Malmö Play Club charged money for an event and our fears that we would scare people off by doing so were swept away by the gusts of love and play that participants brought. I hope we will dare to bring the Play Club Club back in 2015.

 

Camel Cup (July 19)

Tons of laughs and just as many friends to have them with puts this board game on the 2014 list.

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This may seem like a strange thing to put on my top ten list. Most of the other stuff is part of something larger; some transformative social experiment or interesting play shenanigans. Camel Cup? Not so much. BUT! I don’t think I had as much fun or laughed as hard while playing a game as when I played Camel Cup.

The context played a part, of course. I played it at one of my favorite gaming conventions, Container. Container is a special kind of beast. It stretches over 10 days, which means most people who want to make it there can actually sync it with some vacation time and go. The venue is an old place out on the countryside outside Jönköping. We all sleep in a big barn and the whole deal costs around 200-250 SEK, but you fix and cook your own food. Many of my closest friends attend and I’ve been going for the last seven years. Down the hill from the barn, there’s a small lake, and swimming is the perfect way to wind down after a game — even if the game happens to end at 5 in the morning. It’s basically a nerdy summer camp for (mostly) grown-ups.
Bringing a game like Camel Cup to a group of people like that means things will happen. Good things, like shouting and laughing.

 

De Usete (November 21)

Animal masks, fake drugs, live music, international conspiracy. What’s not to like?

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I wrote a pretty extensive analysis of my experience playing De Usete, so if you want to know more about the details, you should click here. In retrospect, the mood I brought to it ended up being perfect for the sort of game it turned out to be. This mood was, however, brought on by personal events I’d rather skip discussing like this (though I, of course, trust you to keep secrets).

In summary: anytime you give me the opportunity to wear a mask as part of a game, you’ve already got my attention. If you already throw in some amazing co-players, it’s a done deal.

 

TWD S02E03 (May or June)
What. The. Actual. Fuck? A digital, single-player game? On the top ten list?
Yes.

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Many people have lauded the third episode of The Walking Dead’s second season, and with good reason. The drama is tight, the writing is good, the missions are interesting and varied, and the finale is quite the thing. I think that there’s no question that it’s the strongest episode of the entire season.

What I liked most about it was how the in-game space works in parallel with the narrative choices in that they’re both very constraining. Oftentimes, adventure games need to spend some time explaining why more options aren’t available or viable. Putting the main character in a sort of prison takes care of that problem, and actually focuses it on the one goal of the episode: escaping.

This is also an episode where Telltale pulls very few punches, literally. The scene where Carver pushes Carlos to hit his daughter is absolutely painful. You may also be asking yourself: did Thom stay and watch Kenny kill Carver? Yes, he did. And he wants you to know that he appreciates how quickly Telltale made him regret that decision.

The ending is a chaotic and wonderful mess, and once again the particularities of my own playthrough puts its own color on it. Having watched Kenny completely bash Carver’s head in, I joined the others in the attempted escape. When presented with the episode’s final decision — whether or not to chop off Sarita’s hand right after she’s been bit — I opted to go ruthless and hardcore and start hacking away. Once the hand was off and Sarita’s scream carried over into the end credits, I turned my head slightly only to see someone standing right. fucking. behind me. Turned out, V, who had already played through the episode, had walked up behind me not considering the fact that I was wearing headphones and playing the most intense scene of the episode. Then and there, I deducted a couple of years from how long I had previously thought I could expect to live. It was a good scare, though.

 

Mutant: år noll (June-December)

Yes, the game has flaws. Yes, these flaws are to be found in both system and setting. Still, the Mutant sessions delivered some really good and brave play.

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I constantly feel like apologizing for this game, but I won’t. I’ve already written in the journal about how the system doesn’t really hold together, nor push the sort of play the designers seem to be looking for. I’ve also told you (even if you didn’t listen) about how the setting is a mess and encourages character psychopathy. These are problems, sure, but what we managed to squeeze out of this game turned out tasty and refreshing.

Having realized that simply playing according to the system would kill our fun, us players decided to set, and push hard for, our own agendas. Where this turned interesting was when we managed to work ourselves into conflict with each other. The sincere and vulnerable moments that resulted were some of the better roleplaying experiences I had in 2014. In the end, my character and the character he was most attached to went separate ways in a heartwarming and heartbreaking manner. In the zone, this meant that my character gave the other guy the one true gift you can give someone in the zone: a bottle of antidepressants. Godspeed, Mubba. May there always be something beautiful in your life, making you painfully conflicted about whether or not to crush it and watch it squirm.

 

BONUS: playing with my kids
Still not that complicated, really. 

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This will probably be a recurring item on my top ten lists, so I’ll treat it as a bonus from now on. Getting to follow the development of not only one, but two, kids’ play is often breathtaking. The fact that they’re, in fact, my kids probably adds something to the equation, but never mind. Now that I’ve got two of these creatures, just watching them play together is utterly fascinating. I’m happy I get to do it.

Play Journal: December 2014

This will just be a quick recap before I do the big Top Ten of 2014 list in a couple of days. December hasn’t really been filled with amazing play anyway. There have been some highlights, but my personal life is in something of a turmoil at the moment, so organizing kick-ass play has to wait for now.

While you wait for the 2014 Top Ten, you can always check out last year’s Top Ten list.

On the the playstuffythingies!

Cambox – Not a game, but one of the most playful music apps I’ve ever used. I urge you to try it, even though it’s old and hasn’t been updated in like forever. Seriously, check out this sick beat (not made by me):

Canabalt – I’ve played it a bit, but the most amazing thing is that my kid is playing it, and liking it. Proud dad. Also, scared dad.

Super Hexagon – What’s remarkable here is that I actually went through all of November without playing Super Hexagon even once. This time I fired it up, got to the high 50s on one if the first tries and instantly felt a bit better about myself. This other time, someone sent me a text and ruined a pretty good run. Unforgivable. Don’t worry, they will get their comeuppance… eventually.

Parable of the Polygons – I am stupid. First thought at the first ”level” actually was: “Ha! I solved it. That wasn’t so hard”. Then I looked at the board:

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Yay, segregation!

As with many playable arguments or procedurally rhetorical things, the interpretation can sometimes get out of hand. One argument I was able to glean from this parable was that extreme bias actually is good for the economy because it keeps people moving. A lot. And also, is less available, but coooompleetely socialist, housing an answer? That way, there’s nowhere to move to, regardless of your feeling towards your current predicament. My guess: puuurbably not.

w00t pop-up – I didn’t play, strictly speaking, but I ran JS Joust and that always counts for something.

You & Eye – We submitted our game design course game for review and had people actually test the damn thing. Some of them even liked it. I also played it at a “Julehygge” party in Copenhagen, where they needed something that looked like a prototype to be played while some dude filmed it.

Mutant: År Noll – First session after the big climax. Last time, we managed to tie up a lot of loose ends and kill off some important NPCs. One of the PCs also retired to safety and left a hole in the group that was pretty tangible in this new session.
First of all, the fact that I switched character class made it evident that the one I had played up until that point was basically worthless. There are a couple of classes that simply don’t bring much to the game, and the ”Mutant with Dog” one fits into that category. Nowadays, I’m basically a Stalker, and that taps into some of the very core elements of the game and its world. Scavenging and exploring in the zone is, for example, actually worth the effort now that there’s someone who knows the way around and is able to pick up some useful stuff… like hand grenades and sunglasses.
Second, the new character, replacing the one which retired to safety, is geared towards putting up a moral fight and challenging the other characters’ choices. This works pretty well, but the question is if this, played honestly, won’t just tear the group apart. I’m not sure I see that as a potential problem, but it would probably spell the end of the campaign.
Lastly, my fuckin’ dog got killed. OK? My dog. Grock, the avatar of death, destruction, and cuddling simply head butted a huge spiked club until he looked like someone out of issue #100 of The Walking Dead. All my character has to cheer him up now are three armored buses, equipped with grenade launchers and other means of devastation. But what good will that do now that Grocky is dead? OK, maybe it will do a little good.

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Basement exploration with the kid

Heist Game – One of my favorites from the Tiny Games collection. I didn’t play it to completion, buy I got myself a good driver, a cool pickpocket, and a decent lockpick. Then I got distracted.

Silent Dinner – The Play Club session I went to this month was a bit out of the ordinary. We had a silent dinner/potluck, with some added silent play activities surrounding it. I brought cookies and tea and chocolate which meant we all went a bit too far on the sweets, but no worries. The food was pretty amazing. Some highlights include a pizza with red beets, and a risalamande possibly sent from heaven if that’s the sort of stuff they would send.
In terms of play, some interesting stuff happened. First of all, saying hello to people you’ve never met, while not speaking to them, proved to be a challenge, albeit a fun one. Generally speaking (hehe), not talking removed a lot of the social barriers people have when they enter into a new situation. It wasn’t evident exactly who knew each other and who didn’t, and it shifted focus from social hierarchy to social cohesion and collaboration.
Like in larp, I decided that this situation called for us to make our own fun. So, I started the dinner by standing up and making a silent toast. Then, every time I got up from the table, I made a rule that I had to move something in the room or add something to the pile that formed from all the moving. As I had hoped, other people got involved in this silliness and it drew some focus from the table to the rest of the room. As the dinner progressed, we played other improvised and silent games including:
Silly ball game using couch pillows, tying shoes together and chasing people, making collaborative drawings, writing two exquisite corpse poems. I also played Mastermind.
The poems were used to break the silence after about two hours, and they served that purpose very well. I only regret not using a strange voice once we actually started talking again. I would have wanted to see how the newcomers had handled it.

Lethal League – Cool stuff, but as with many LMP games, playing it with 2 players seem like the more boring option. So, I’ll return to a mantra of mine: I want to try it with more players!

Tales from the Borderlands – Compared to The Walking Dead, this IP gives Telltale more freedom to go gonzo, and they totally do. I haven’t played any of the Borderlands games, but I think I’ve picked up most of the jokes from gamer lulz in general.
TftB does at least one rather interesting thing by incorporating and mashing events into each other. This is brought on by the fact that you play (and not just control) multiple characters, and that they have their own views on events. This brings me to the same conclusion as Apocalypse World: why don’t we do this (playing multiple characters) more often?

Injustice: Gods Among Us – I like it alright, even though I’m not a good fighting game player. The animations for basically ALL female characters are beyond ridiculous, though. Fun unforeseen thing I do in this game: screw with my friend by messing with canon and making characters fight in locations they have no connection to.

Metal Slug 3 – This game is juicy as fuck! The pacing is wonderful and it’s insane how they manage to keep the game interesting all the way through.

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Hanging out at my friends place, playing LMP games, also allows for this — sweet, sweet dog-human encounters

Progress – Clever experimental exploration of the input and interaction affordances of the iPad. Looking forward to this being released.

WuWu & Co. – This thing is an interactive children’s book in Danish. I have no idea if the story is interesting, but the play definitely is. Once again, the interaction stems from an understanding of the playful affordances of the iPad and I can’t believe we’re not seeing a lot more of this sort of stuff.

Box-pushing game – I don’t know if this has a name, but at the previously mentioned Julehygge party, I played a tabletop game developed for the Pixalade. It was surprisingly interesting, but though it was possible to play with two people, it was a lot better with three. I don’t feel like going through what the rules were, so this’ll have to be one of the notes for me to remember the game, rather than for anyone else to understand what the fuck I’m talking about. #sorrynotsorry

Portal 2 – Played through the coop mode and messed around a lot. We only made it through the basic levels, but I really want to check out if there are more levels out there that maybe afford more silliness or competition. That would be kewl.

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So, yeah.

Play Journal: BlackBox CPH IV

I broke this post off from my November Play Journal entry because there was simply too much to say. This is what (and a bit of “how” and “why”) I played at BlackBox CPH IV, Nov 21-23, 2014:

 


 

1. De usete (The Unseen) – This was one of only two games I played at the BlackBox CPH festival. I wish I had been in more games, but then again, I also wish I was a little bit taller, I wish I was a baller… and so on and so on.
De Usete was a special kind of larp; a mix between blackbox and pervasive play, it took place in a bar and featured a live concert by a band one of the game’s designers sings in. The set-up was one of conspiracy, dystopia, and dark psychedelia. The players took on the roles of people in a secret group known as “the Unseen”. Divided into three houses (red, green, and blue) the players spent the night trying to find potential recruits in the audience and bring them into the conspiracy. A minor problem was, of course, that government agents had infiltrated the secret meeting and were among those trying to get accepted into the ranks of the Unseen. Minor problem So, in short, players were either members of one of the houses or potential recruits. These were all distinguished by scarves of the house colors + white for aspirants. There were also a couple of concert-goers who were not active players, though they had been informed that a larp was going on as part of the concert (or vice versa).

I played a member of the blue house. We were the old money, decadent, aristocracy working to keep the Big Brother Pan-European government out of our business. My team members were great — all dressed up and ready to play. As the game went on, we stayed in our attractively lit corner of the venue, summoning aspirants and assessing them. We also did a bunch of drugs. Strange, strange druuugs, man.

The night at Dark Matter (that was the name of the game’s night club) was shrouded in mystery, wrapped in conspiracy, and laced with . We flirted with, challenged, and invited the aspirants to see what made them tick. We tried to influence the other houses to vote according to our will. We also had our own personal missions, which were somewhat separated from the main purpose of the evening. Mine was: “During the evening, you must meet the love of your life”. That’s probably where most of the flirting came from on my part.

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OK, so let me rewind and explain the drugs thing before moving on. I really think I should. The way drugs were handled and represented were one of what I see as the two moving parts of the game (the other being the voting system, which I won’t go into because it was pretty standard). So, There were three kinds of drugs: uppers, downers, and p5ych3d3lic5. They were represented by green, red, and yellow gummy bears, and acted both as commodity as well as roleplaying cues to set people off in new directions. This was probably one of the best parts of the game, and it played into how I received a great roleplaying gift from another player. Roleplaying gift? Yeah, you know, when another player just dumps a thing (doesn’t actually have to be a “thing”, just a Thing) in your lap, basically saying: “here’s a thing. Now, make good play happen with it. You’re welcome, asshole”. The gift I received came from a first-time player who circumvented the whole gummy bear thing and played up his character’s advanced drug dealer goals. Instead of accepting that drugs stopped at gummy bears, he went to the bar and got a small pack of sugar. As we were talking about a potential deal, he held it up and told me that it wasn’t like the other stuff at the party, that it would make me see things as they really were. I saw where he was going and gladly accepted the gift by pocketing the pack and plotting when to drop the super drug. By the time Mother Empire started their second set, I ripped the tiny paper container open, leaned my head back and poured the contents into my mouth. So, it wasn’t sugar. It was salt. Who cares? I surrendered to playing a strange and wonderful trip and the flirt I had been working on up to that point went straight out the window, down the street, across the ocean and into outer space. I danced, got… personal with my house leader and made a wonderful fool of myself, all while wearing the wolf mask.

Wait, I forgot to mention the animal masks, didn’t I? Yeah, so check out this video first and you’ll get an idea of what I’m talking about (as well as some of the mood the larp was going for):

Mmmhmm… There were a couple of animal masks in the club, and I encountered the first one right away when an aspirant turned to me, holding the wolf mask, and asked: “Sir, did you drop this?” This was clearly another roleplaying gift, so I accepted it without missing more than maybe two or three beats. The wolf mask followed me through the larp, sometimes working as a test for aspirants, sometimes simply serving as a mask to put on for a while and walk around in. If you want to know one thing about me, it might as well be this: I have a thing about masks and being masked. Not a shocker maybe, but I’ll take any chance I get to borrow another face for a while.

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Crappy picture, lovely mask

In the end, I put my vote on whoever my house leader led me to. I then replaced the wolf mask and danced blindfolded instead.
None of the people our house voted for ended up being the ones brought into the conspiracy. The houses, having surrendered to drug-induced nihilism, instead voted for the two government agents to join us. This was very, very satisfying. The only way it could have been more PKD-ish is if we would have found out that, without knowing it, we were actually working for the government as well (which was actually a rumor I never had time to engage with, though it started at the perfect moment where all four members of the blue house had dropped the yellow gummy bears (or substances of the sodium chloridic kind). It would almost have been a let down if none of them had gotten in).

All in all, the only thing that didn’t really gel with me was how different the views people had on the level of secrecy surrounding the conspiracy were. I went into the game with the impression that we were going to be mysterious and only have a few aspirants to try and figure out. Instead, almost everyone in the club were part of the game, which gave the whole thing a sort of WoD larp feel to it. In hindsight, I think that my assumptions were wrong, but that the expectations could have been handled a bit better beforehand.

 


 

2. All Little Boys are Dead – After getting too little sleep after De Usete, I considered not attending this game, but I’m glad I fought the lazy impulse to just sit at home and went anyway. It was a treat.

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All Little Boys are Dead is set in the trenches of WWI and takes the players through one frightful night of the great war. Every player has a partner with whom they share a character. They play different sides of this character, sharing memories and hopes, but differing in terms of personality and psychological response to the war. At any given moment during play, one player in a pair will play blindfolded and the will play mute. These restrictions can be switched in the pair on the mute player’s initiative.
The memories the players share are both roleplaying cues (what they are allowed to talk to the other boys in the trench about) and their hitpoints, indicating the extent to which war has taken its toll on them. If you ever run out of memories, you have to be dragged back from no man’s land (if you lost the memory there), or simply play dead in the trench. You can be given memories by other players, thus jumping back into the game, but the memories are few and getting new ones is risky as it entails venturing into no man’s land and possibly getting caught in an attack.

Oh, and you all wear military helmets to protect you from the dirt being thrown at you by the GMs on the other end of the room every time there’s a heavy artillery attack. Yes, I know this sounds silly, but it turned out to be one of the coolest parts of the game. Every time you heard the ominous whistling sound of an incoming attack, you’d hunker down and wait for the impact. The sound of first the bomb and then of dirt hitting the boys’ helmets was very satisfying.

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The trench itself was a thin area along one of the long sides of the blackbox. It was bordered by low stage platforms you had to crawl over to get to the rest of the room: the dreaded no man’s land. The room was full of smoke, dramatic lighting, and the noises and explosions of the battlefield.

So, there we were, blind or mute, crawling around the trench trying to keep close to our partner while finding someone to talk to about going home. One of the points of contention after the larp was whether or not the boys should actually be able to talk about anything other than memories, which was the case in this playthrough. I thought it added a surreal and tiring quality to the game and by the end I just went over my memories to no one in particular, hoping someone was still listening.
The only time the blindfolded character was allowed to talk about anything other than prewritten memories was when addressing the other parts of himself, i.e. the player playing the other half of the same character. Being blindfolded talking to a mute person, the only feedback I got from my partner was physical, but it turned out to be enough. I think we did a good job both exploring the inner workings of our character as well as trying to connect to other people in the trench.

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“Riding fast on motorcycle with best friend, Christopher” – a memory

 

Then, of course, there was death.

Death came in the form of two gangly shapes dressed in rugged trenchcoats and pink gasmasks (as is so often the case with death, right? Right?). Inside the masks were pink LED lights giving the impression that some unnatural light emanated from within the heads of the creatures coming to rip our memories from us. They slowly chased us all around the room until they had taken two memories, potentially leaving players without memories when they left. What made this part effective was the fact that the mute player’s role was inverted. The two halves of a character (i.e. the two players) were not allowed to touch when death was approaching, but the mute person was allowed to shout the character’s name in order to guide the blindfolded player to safety.

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Up close, on me, I guess it just looks goofy.

After nearly two hours of crawling around, sharing and listening to memories, hiding from shell attacks, and running from death, I was pretty exhausted. I sat with my back against the wall of the trench and blabbed on about my friend from home and how we used to ride a motorcycle. My partner huddled up to me and just as we took each other’s hands to pray I heard the old, familiar and soothing sound of Nina Simone singing:

“Birds flying high you know how I feel
Sun in the sky you know how I feel
Breeze driftin’ on by you know how I feel.

It’s a new dawn
It’s a new day
It’s a new life for me yeah

It’s a new dawn, it’s a new day, it’s a new life for me
And I’m feeling good”

The lights went up in the room. Dawn had come and I walked out of the game,  hand in hand with the other half of my character, smiling.
I wish the music and noise would have been louder, though…

Considering the length of this post, I reckon my only attending two games at BlackBox CPH IV actually was for the better. Thanks for reading. And thanks to the organizers of BlackBox CPH IV! I’m happy I could be part of it.

Play Journal: November 2014

Ah, Novemeberr, the misspelled month. The cold carefully creeps closer and my alliterations are clearly cleverly cunning as ever. What does this have to do with the Play Journal? Nothing, of course. Should I actually be writing my term paper? Yes, but let’s just get this over with. If, for some reason, you want more once you’re done here, check out my BlackBox CPH post, which was originally part of this post. Blablablablabla! Aaaaand here’s stuff I’ve played in Novemibör 2014.

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November means the teddy is back at one of the stops of my commute.

Prototype tests:
November saw our game design group move into full, actual production. In keeping with our sacred bible and guiding star, Tracy Fullerton’s Game Design Workshop, we went for an early playtest. We’ve also made sure to test a bit for the other groups, both for the goodwill (favors for favors etc.), but also because it’s exciting to test clunky shit and then watch as it grows (or slowly folds into a miserable little pile of secrets)

My words exactly! – I am so used to playtests being an exercise in civility/not crushing someone’s hopes all too much that I was pleasantly surprised by this prototype. Not only is it one of the few (if not the only) boardgame designs among all of the game design teams, it’s also really good and has been good from very early on. Second playthrough wasn’t as smooth as the first one, though. This was mainly the fault of feature creep probably brought on by the game being more or less finished at such an early stage. Idle hands and so on and so on.
My Words Exactly! is a word association game with a couple of clever twists. Not only do you try and get a player to guess what word is currently ”taboo”, you also try to predict what words other players will use to try and make the guesser get to the right word. If you predict well enough, you get the chance to basically steal the initiative and lead the guesser towards the taboo word, scoring points for both of you.
This is a game I’d really like to play with people (no, I don’t consider other game design students people, #sorrynotsorry). It has the tension of time-attack games, the deliberation and strategy of a tactical and competitive game, and the maniacal laughter of people (i.e. not game designers) I usually only meet in dreams.
KobraKitez – One thing I really appreciate in a design is when it’s clear that the people behind it have made an effort to use the platform’s affordances to their advantage. KobraKitez (apparently only a working title) does this in a couple of different ways. In this handheld touchscreen game, two players face off in a sort of “coopetition” where they try to gather as many points as possible by shooting creeps spawning all around the screen, shoot ’em up-style. The big twist is that if either of the spaceships are destroyed, the game is over for both players. A second, tinier twist is that at certain points, the game allows for the view of the game to be rotated by the two players actually rotating. This comes in handy in boss fights, where the main creep actually has to be avoided by rotating.
It’s been exciting to see this thing grow and become a game in its own right, rather than a 2P version of one of the most classic game types there is.

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Concept art for You & Eye. You’ll get the pun if you disregard the upper pair of doodles.

You & Eye – This is my group’s game. It’s a local multiplayer game for 2-8 players, supposed to be played in a party setting or wherever local multiplayer nerds gather. The main version of the game pits you and a teammate against a team made up of two other players. You share a controller with your teammate and use one stick each to control an end of an elastic rope. Together, you swing, roll, jump and tumble around trying to kill the other team, get through their levels and make it all the way to the end with a McGuffin-thingy.
We brought christmas beer for the Alpha test, but our professor didn’t drink it. He did hold it, though, and we’ve made our other testers hold cans as well… as a proof of concept, I guess. Though we have a couple of technical issues, the core gameplay is solid, hectic and makes people scream. These are all good things.

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The joys of playtesting

Nordic Game Day 2014:
As w00t Pop-Up‘s first official gig, we headed to Vallensbæk library to play games with people there as part of the Nordic Game Day. Apart from some technical setbacks, it went well.

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Baking with Friends. Cake in the making.

Baking with Friends – I wrote about this game last month, and apart from me being a bit better at it (I actually made a cake instead of a hotdog this time!), not much has changed. That is to say: I still like it a lot.

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The magnificent Babycade!

LAZA KNITEZ!! – We brought the trusty ol’ Babycade with us to Vallensbæk and I managed to play a couple of games before the whole thing crashed due to USB hub overload bullshit. I’ve mentioned before, and it’s still true, that I have a hard time giving n00bs a fair game in LAZA KNITEZ!!. I usually am OK at feigning incompetence (haha, yeah… I’m “feigning”), but I think that the fact that you always move forward in LK makes it harder to stay passive. This is of course part of the wonder of the game as you’re forced into tense situations all the time, but I’ve beaten people even when I didn’t use the controller AT ALL (!!).
JS Joust – I would probably skip saying much of anything if it hadn’t been for these guys taking jousting to the next level:

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OK. ’nuff said about Joust. Moving on!

Towerfall: Ascension – One of the mainstays of the indie Local Multiplayer scene, Towerfall is basically required play for our game design group. This was the first time I tried the game with four people, but I don’t feel I have enough experience with it to say much of anything.

Speedrunners – Another LMP game we tried out for our game design. This was interesting, but like with Towerfall, I’d like to play it a bit more before saying much. It sounds like I need to throw a ITU LMP party.

Luftrausers – For procrastination time, make it Luftrausers time. That is all.

Paraversume – Tried it for potential use in my term paper, but it hadn’t stolen the stuff from its predecessor (The recently shut down Shadow Cities) I was hoping for, so I decided not to use it.

Arcana – Tried it for potential use in my term paper, but decided not to use it. Won’t play again.

Nidhogg – Our game is turning out to take quite some inspiration from Nidhogg, so some of the development time is spent playing and analysing it to better understand our own game.

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Just had to put this somewhere. It has nothing to do with anything in this post. You’re welcome.

S.T.A.L.K.E.R.: Shadow of Chernobyl – I finished a narrative analysis of S:SoC for school early in Novemibherrr and didn’t play it more after that, but I could probably lose myself in this game if I had the time. I could even forgive the use of the fucking amnesia trope.

Toca Boca stuff (4 games) – First off: a wonderful thing about the Toca Boca apps is that their designers call themselves play designers rather than game designers. It shows in the games. Second, these apps are a whole bag of fun. I spent a good part of an evening getting into all of them myself. The music band app is crazy, and it fits the age category very well.

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Pictured: not a toca boca thingy

Malmö Play Club Session – I finally, finally, finally made it to another Play Club session. I seem to average on less than once a month, and that’s just too seldom. Here’s a list of games I remember us playing, but don’t feel like explaining:
Sound and Fury. Bleed tag; 1,2 looking for 3, 4 for 5,6; Chip Chipoing; Bleed Tag + ambulance; Sausages/Fläsk; Say Yes!; Wink Murder.

Mutant: År Noll – My one continuing RPG campaign continued with a session wherein we used our mutations a lot more than ever before. This pushes the system to a point where I wish it would push back, but the consequences seem a bit too weak. Every time you push a roll (rerolling), you run the “risk” of getting more mutation points, but once you reach the max (10) points, nothing really meaningful happens. Aaanyway, the system has a couple of strange holes that keeps bothering me, but I get to play with good people and that makes up for it.
This session was climactic in several ways. The first, and a bit less interesting, was that I finally changed character archetype from “mutant with dog” to… Zonstrykare (basically a STALKER) Which I reckon will be a bit more useful. The second big and amazing thing that happened was that one of my fellow players drove a PC-PC conflict pretty hard and it ended up in him retiring his character. My mutant and his came to blows (almost physical) on a lot of issues that we both feel has been the result of the system and color of the game basically encouraging PC psychopathy. This is a thing we reveled in throughout the first couple of sessions, but once it became clear that we weren’t getting stopped by NPCs, we realized that in order for our characters to become playable, we had to push for that ourselves. So, the result was bittersweet and satisfying in that things were resolved without actually reaching much of a conclusion.

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Hit the Hat – This was probably the one of the first proper games for lil’ M. We play with cards and memory bricks all the time, but the focus is mostly on learning numbers and colors of cards or building farms (yes, for toy animals) out of the bricks. A funny and fun thing about playing more structured games with kids (this one being 3,5 yrs) is that it forces you to reevaluate what you think is most important about the game. It’s not always what it says in the manual. This time (and most times, I hope), it drew me towards finding the well-played game. Doing this is helpful for anybody exploring games and what makes people play them, but doing it with little kids doesn’t leave you any choice but to play along, as it were. If you don’t, they’ll adjust by either finding a strategy that works within the game or leaving.

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Hit the Hat!

If you’ve read this far you’ve… read this far, I guess. The map is the territory and so on and so on, right?

Play Journal: October 2014 sans Playpublik

In my previous journal entry, I covered my big play event of the past month: Playpublik 2014. Other stuff did happened, though, and some of it was exciting. Most of it probably wasn’t, but we all need some sort of pain to hang on to, I guess (not sure what I mean by that).
Anyway, October saw our game design group really start prototyping, as well as testing other people’s games. I’ve also played open world games for an assignment in school.

Before we start, though, I want to show you a cool toy/book I got from Playpublik:

Cool gift from #playpublik

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MOBILE/HANDHELD
Super Hexagon – blablablabla Super Hexagon bla [intentional gibberish ].

Eliss – When testing another group’s prototype, I drew inspiration from Eliss in suggesting a way to get around a problem common touchscreen problem: thumbs blocking part of the screen and making it hard to discover sneaky enemies. Eliss’ solution is elegant. Before spawning a new circle, a larger circle appears and starts zooming in on the position of the spawn point. This gives the player a chance to react before it’s too late. It looks like the suggestion was well received and worked well enough to stick around for at least the next prototype.

Realistic Summer Sport Simulator – Someone mentioned the masterpiece in reference to our game prototype and I felt it would be irresponsible not to show it. Swimming is the most ridiculous, but pole vaulting is the greatest challenge. I still haven’t managed to vault even once.

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Super Smash Bros. for Nintendo 3DS – It’s been years since I played smash bros and playing it on a 3DS proved to be a different experience. First of all, I played it single player and as far as I can recall that pretty much never happened back when I played it on the N64. I was 12 years old and spent many afternoons with the same group of friends (the same people I started playing RPGs with), playing either Smash Bros., Golden Eye, or Mariokart.
The small screen was a problem as I felt I couldn’t really tell if I was doing what I thought I was.

Can’t Stop – Board game ported to iOS. One of the few two-player games I have on the iPhone. Decent enough, but I really feel that not actually rolling dice is a big drawback. Tactility is really one of board games’ strong suits and much of that is lost on a tiny handheld device.

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PC
Batman: Arkham Origins – Utterly boring. I can’t be bothered to waste more time on this.

S.T.A.L.K.E.R.: Shadow of Chernobyl – SoC is one of those games I’ve started a couple of times, but never really spent much time in. This time around, I’m playing a bit more evil than I usually do. The first time I had the option to help someone, I instead opted to shoot the person in the head and loot the corpse.

Starwhal: Just the Tip – Since my group is aiming for a local multiplayer game, I thought it would be a good idea to try some of my favorites and get them closer to my own headspace regarding local multiplayer arena games. This one is always a laugh. Played an orange starwhal wearing a spartan helmet.

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Super Pole Riders – Also part of my LMP schooling put together for make benefit glorious group of game design. I tried playing it with split controllers for the first time. I hadn’t really considered that the disadvantage playing with your off hand presents. I played with my left and didn’t accomplish much. Luckily, my partner quickly picked up on the principles of the game and secured a victory for us.

Hokra – Played the Rio level. Some weird stuff going on there. Next mission: getting people hooked on these games and start practicing. Maybe with the help of Indie Curcuit?

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Prototypes for the Game Design course – 1P, 2P, 2 vs 2, 4P chain linked; we’ve tried it all. We are definitely on to something, though we’re still figuring out what it is.
Our game design group also teamed up with another and tested their smartphone game. It’s a two-player “coopetitive” shoot em up where players have to watch each other’s back to get a good high score. It looks like it will turn out great and, for a first playable prototype, it was enjoyable enough.

Sheep Happens – Programmed by one of my game design group members, this is one of many games called Sheep Happens. It was pretty decent for an old project created at some sort of summer camp. Interesting use of asymmetrical gameplay, where one player tries to do one thing and the other tries to prevent that from happening, but through other means.

TABLETOP
Doomtown: Reloaded – I’ve got this friend who keeps introducing me to new card games and I really thought this one had something to it. Made me want to try Deadlands (how come I still haven’t played Deadlands?)
Retsami – Instead of sitting around exhausted, doing that facebook thing we sometimes do, I put on some tea and consulted V on what board game we should play. Retsami was our mutual decision and I’m always happy to play it. It has this wonderfully crafted and tightly controlled space of possible moves; it’s just big enough to not feel constraining, but not so large as to induce analysis paralysis. At any given time there’s a decision between somewhere around three good moves. The implications of every move is rather easy to figure out, but predicting the strategy of your opponent is not always trivial. This, together with Splits, is my favorite 1-on-1 filler games I own.

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LIVE/PHYSICAL

Peekaboo – My tiniest has really stepped up his peekaboo game by starting to shove his face into a bed or pillow before looking back up, laughing hysterically. I can’t remember the not so tiny one being this into playing peekaboo. That one, the big one, on the other hand, is all about toy cars and running around.

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Play Journal: Playpublik 2014

With this Play Journal entry, I’m aaaalmost up to date with the present. At least in terms of what I’ve played recently. Another post, summarizing October, is coming shortly.
I’m not sure I’ve caught up to the present in any other terms. In fact, I suspect I actually exist in an entirely different timeline, flickering in and out of existence without even knowing it. This may be true for anyone reading this as well.

It’s probably nothing to be worried about… Silly me. On to the journal!

Playpublik 2014 – I missed the 2012 Playpublik and last year no Playpublik happened, so I was excited to attend this year’s edition of the public play festival. This time, Invisible Playground (who you might remember from my Roskilde adventures last year) collaborated with the Goethe Institute to bring Playpublik to Kraków. I submitted A Drift and was invited to come play, speak and be part of the festival. It was truly a pleasure and an honor.

I arrived a day early (Thursday) and had a chance to check out Kraków as well as the No Pain No Game exhibition at the same venue as the festival HQ (more about that exhibition later). Being used to Swedish/Danish prices, I treated myself to some local food and was much pleased indeed. Caramelized onion; why is it not part of every meal?

On Friday (Oct 3), I participated in a walking talk about landscapes/cities and bodies. What’s a walking talk, you say? Well, a walking talk is a ambulant panel discussion using silent disco technology to broadcast the speakers’ voices to everyone tuned to the right channel. So, we basically walked through Kraków while talking about bodies and cities, spaces and play. It was great. I’m happy so many people showed up and took part, and I’m happy the other panelists were so well-spoken. I was going to follow the panel with some night session games, but ended up going for a lovely meal with great conversations. Je ne regrette rien!

Saturday was showtime and I ran A Drift twice: once at 10 am and once at 7 pm (i.e. after dark, a first for A Drift).
The first run went well. We started out exploring the area around festival HQ, but quickly drifted farther away. We visited a store and stared at hot dogs turning and turning and turning. We ran around on benches and through a park. Towards the end of the session, we ended up drifting into town and across two squares. At the first, a sort of safety demonstration/family day was held by emergency services. We walked backwards through the crowd, waving at them as we left the square. The second square was Kraków’s main square, which meant there were a lot of people (tourists) around. The group became much more focused on performing when more people were around. I don’t think this was entirely negative, it just hasn’t happened before. We became part of wedding photos, sat down in an arched passage, and held hands in the middle of the one of Europe’s oldest marketplaces.

The second run of A Drift was the first ever to take place after dark and I think this changed the mood a little bit. More stores and buildings were closed and the people moving in or through town were doing it for other reasons than the ones we had encountered earlier in the day. The most spectacular thing that happened was probably one player led the group on board one of the trams that travel through town. None of us had tickets and there was some hesitation, but everyone got on and luckily no ticket inspector was in sight. Instead, we used the bars usually reserved for holding on to in sharp turns as monkeybars and swung and climbed on them until the next stop, where we got off.

All in all, I didn’t play much else at Playpublik. I was too busy just organizing my own game and preparing (cleaning earbuds between games) to have the time or energy to get involved. At the Saturday night party, however, I did get the chance to play a game heartily recommended to me by a friend: Baking With Friends. It’s a crazy game using the constraints of the Kinect and Oculus Rift beautifully. You stand in a kitchen. You try to bake a cake. Your arms are basically sticks. You end up with a hotdog (at least I did).

The last thing I want to do before leaving the topic of Playpublik is to give a shoutout to Invisible Playground for the amazing job of putting together a festival that really tried to open up spaces and invite the general public to play. Augustina Woodgate, who brought her Mega Hopscotch to Playpublik, also deserves recognition. The hopscotch is a collaborative street painting project and goes on for as long as people keep painting. I think the Kraków one ended up at 1100 squares, disappearing and reappearing around the city centre. It was probably the most visible presence Playpublik had in Kraków and helped communicate the festival’s good-natured intentions.

No Pain, No Game exhibition – As I mentioned above, the venue hosting the Playpublik festival also exhibited a collection of truly strange and interesting games. All of them were interesting but two stand out.

The first game that left a mark (literally) was the dreaded, the legendary Painstation. I had read about this and heard about it. It’s studied as a fringe example of game design and whispered about in underground government research labs (maybe). And there it was. I was lucky to meet someone who was up for the challenge and I completely wussed out sooner than I would have wanted to. I blame the first electrical shock, which caught me off guard and had me retracting my hand before realizing I was about to lose. But, seriously, the whip. The whip is pure pain.

The second game I was utterly fascinated by was a pinball machine. Now, a pinball machine may not sound like such a big deal (though some machines are), but this was no ordinary pinball machine. No, this was an elevated pinball machine that you stuck your head up into to play. Your view is from right behind the bumpers, so you’re actually looking up and across the machine, trying to time your shots as the ball comes at you. Also, the buttons controlling the bumpers are actual triggers attached to something that looks like a weaponized spacecraft’s steering handles. I could have played that all day.

Play Journal: May-September Mega Recap

As part of my continued effort to bring back the Play Journal, here’s a mega recap of what I’ve been up to in May, June, July, August and September.

Here goes…

May

Nordic Game Conference
Indie Night – I didn’t play all that much, but I did get to go to a wonderful thai place and watch some people play Bounden.
LMP Arena – This was the thing I was most deeply involved with at NGC and it worked out fine. The LMP arena was hidden away, so it didn’t get the love it deserved, but the ones who did find it enjoyed it. Also, the party wasn’t close to last year’s NGC madness. Did get to play Super Pole Riders and Joust.

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Nordic Game Conference 2014

Arabic Game Jam – I organized a pre-event in Helsingborg. It was awesome apart from the fact that not one person showed up (I’m not going to miss this part of my job). We played Joust and the Sportsfriends games. Also, I tried some horribly broken prototypes at the main event later that same month. It’s all good.

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The Avatar Controller

w00t 2014 – This festival was just as good as I had hoped. A bit more polished than last year’s (doesn’t say much, as that was held in what was basically a huge sandpit, but still), but not too strictly scheduled. On the first day of June, we ran our game A Drift for real for the first time. I had previously done a playtest on my own in Malmö and we managed to run through the whole thing twice in one afternoon. It felt very good. Some of the explorations and events will stay with me for a very long time.
At w00t I also played: City Dash (great fun, even though our team spent a quarter of the game outside the play area), The Avatar Controller, Political Volleyball, Push Me, Pull You as well as Sync at the All the Rave night session, Ordnungswissenschaft, The Great Gottlieb, Nowhere I’d Rather Be, and Triolectical Football. Finally, I hade the pleasure and honor to play some games with the great Bernie DeKoven, who was the guest of honor at w00t. Some people look at cool indie people making strange stuff and wish they were more like them. Me? I want to be Bernie.

Bonus: NIN Concert in Copenhagen – I know I’m an idiot for including these things in my Play Journal, but I really think that the element of play is essential at a concert of this kind. I need to have an excuse to submit that fully to a cultural experience and I don’t know what to call it if it isn’t play. Good atmosphere in the moshpit, though it took a while to really get it started.

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Guests at my place, playing The Walking Dead and The Walking Dead.

June
Mutant: År Noll – a reboot of an old classic in Swedish RPGs, Mutant: År Noll goes for more grime, more brooding, and more metaplot. So far, so good —this is in line with most popculture, after all. My feeling, ultimately, is that this is two games presented as one. There’s the game-as-system, dealing with the struggles of a post-apocalyptic society while slowly being broken down by “the zone”. In parallell, there’s also the game-as-setting where complete and utter psychos kill each other for the most inane reasons, even though their supposed society is only made up by 200 people. I think that an RPGs example characters should basically be plug-and-play for the first session, but when we used the examples in the book we ended up with the worst kind of insane collection of narcissistic and murderous dipshits imaginable. As we play, we try to work against this to some extent, but it’s really not easy.
The group is really what saves this game. We play well together and we laugh our asses off the whole way through the session. Our GM needs to push a bit more against our rampaging and megalomaniacal PCs, though. And not just by saying “no, you can’t do that”. I think all of our characters should be shot at in the next session (writing this in october, a couple of sessions into the game).

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Played some more Sorcerer. I couldn’t shake the feeling that we’re doing it wrong, that I’m not pushing hard enough or that something is just a tiny bit… off.

Bounden – I like it, but I suck at it.

I also went to a con and tried to get kids to make cosplay stuff and play games with me. The big hit was Starwahl, but Joust was also a winner.

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KodachiCon

July
Ingress – As soon as it came out, I tried Ingress for iPhone. It’s so utterly uninteresting that I uninstalled it after three days. It’s really a shame, because I consider myself very much up for pervasive gaming experiences, but this sort of layered reality stuff is not for me.

Trail of Cthulhu – Attempted to start an Armitage Files campaign. The first session was unpleasant (and not in a good way). I won’t write more about it, but safe to say is that I didn’t feel like keeping the game going after this first game night. My guess is that the group was a) too big (six players is too much for my tastes) and b) not in agreement as to what sort of play was expected or desirable. No real disagreements were had, no hard feelings expressed. To me, it was simply evident that people in the group were looking for very different play experiences and that I wasn’t feeling up for catering to all of them.

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Container – This is the best con I know with some of the best people I know. I had the immense pleasure to get acquainted with the crazy board game Camel Cup. I don’t know when I saw a group of players that invested in a game, while still having an amazing time. We were repeatedly asked to be a bit more quiet, but we couldn’t contain ourselves.
Just like last year, I also played Shadow Hunters. I liked it last year, but the experience was unfortunately ruined by the sorest winner I’ve encountered since I was a kid. He played in the game this time around as well, was plenty annoying, but didn’t win and couldn’t really gloat. Thank Jebus for that.

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Kulturrådsträff Can’t be bothered to write about the actual meeting (because who gives a fuck, right?), but I went to Jönköping for one and during breaks we played Coup. I’m a fan of the Resistance from way back, but Coup is interesting on another level (several levels, actually). I especially like how the game changes with different sizes of the player group.

XCOM: Enemy Unknown – I tried XCOM but couldn’t get into it. Seriously, I will never have the time to get into this game.

August
SydCon 2014 Somehow (a.k.a. “because I’m really just a primate in a man-suit”) I got involved in organizing a con. This meant I didn’t play all that much. What I did play was: Joust and Papers. Joust you know from before, but Papers was a whole lot of fun. It’s a larp about how absurd life at the office can be. I ran it with the game’s author Petter Karlsson. I strongly suspect that this game was written as much for the GMs as it was written for the players. We had a lot of room to improvise and riff off of each other and I think it went very well. Download it and run it as soon as you can.

Otherplace – Malmö’s very own public play event! Otherplace was a one-day event that I helped organize and this is what I played: a short Malmö Play Club session, DimensionZ, Floraspeak, Create Clouds, Psi Ctrl, Glitch Wizard.
Also, I ran a session of A Drift and I took part of a sort of performance meant to market the event through the Malmö Festival. I got a moustache and a lab coat, played a serious play researcher and evaluated people’s creativity in weird ways.

Proud and Nerdy – My job organized some stuff during Malmö Pride and I played these games: Hot Guys Making Out, Starwhal, Super Pole Riders. I also had the pleasure of hanging out with Avery Mcdaldno and record this cool talk about queer games.

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Starwahl

Netrunner My co-organizer of SydCon took pity on me and finally introduced me to Netrunner. I like it a lot, but we only played it once and I played as a Runner. I want to try Corp as well.

Canabalt – Was suprised and happy to see the iOS update of Canabalt, but I haven’t really taken the 2-player mode for a spin yet.

September
The Vanishing of Ethan Carter – It looked so promising, but turned out to mostly be reeeeeaaaally pretty to look at. A huge possibility space is implied, but you can really only walk on a path and follow “the story”. The final scene and tracking shot is amazing, though.

ITU Stuff – I took up my studies at ITU again in the end of August and this means some, but not necessarily a lot of, play. Our game design class features it more than anything and I’ve played some sketches and prototypes, but not a lot of finished stuff.

Malmö Play Club – I went to two Play Clubs in september and one of them happened to be on my birthday! I was given a wonderful birthday gift in the form of a special sensory journey and got to play one of my favorites: Chip Chipoi!
On the first Play Club, this was on the menu: Jamaquacks, Sun and Moon (+ Jamaquack version), Evolutionary Rock Paper Scissors, Standoff, Aura (with soundtrack – The Return to Innocence), Everybody’s it freeze tag, Vampire, Rain Game.

 

Recurring in May-September:
I’ve played Super Hexagon (of course), NightSky (played through it in “Alternative mode”!!!), Threes, and Mountain on and off these last few months.
Also, Desert Golfing had some strange sort of appeal. I stopped at 500 holes. Saw one cactus. Cried (no, not really).

Finally, my 3 year-old has shown an interest in handheld games, but so much on the app store is either too complicated, uninteresting or just shit. I’m really trying to find a good racing game that a kid of that age could enjoy. Haven’t had any luck yet.

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There. Solved it.

Play Journal: April, post Knutpunkt

This is another very late Play Journal post. Now that I’ve quit my job and I’ve “only” got master’s studies to worry about, I’m trying to catch up with these things. As usual, I do it mostly for me, so if anything seems unclear or stupid it probably is.


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The Walking Dead S02E02
– This, the second episode of the second season, felt much more railroaded than any previous episode. A lot of “oh, it doesn’t matter what I say or do, so I may as well just go along with whatever people are doing”. I think that this is always the case with Telltale games, but they’re usually more skilled at covering it up. The dialogue tree is really just a funnel designed to keep you going, but in this case, it just felt like trudging along a well-beaten path.

Despite these reservations, S02E02 did deliver some nice emotional payoffs from season 1, but I won’t spoil them here (huh!? No spoilers? I must be getting soft).

Stick of Truth – When a South Park game is release, it’s consider it my duty to play it. I haven’t completed Stick of Truth and probably never will but it did make me laugh quite a few times.

MOBILE
Super HexagonNight SkyTeggleTrials FrontierImpossible RoadZiggurat.

PC
NidhoggLuftrausers (I was supposed to be working, but I played Luftrausers instead. I guess that’s why there’s some weird feeling of guilt associated with this game now.), The Stanley ParableThomas Was AloneDayZ.

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Smesports


TABLETOP
Sorcerer RPG – I have serious problems with the text for this game. Being basically a monkey in human clothes, I was kinda hoping that the revisions would actually mean a reworking of the text rather than a text twice as long and just as confusing. This is not the case.
Ultimately, I think that the text is very unclear on how the game is supposed to be run. It took me a while to figure out that characters are often going to be split up and may not even meet. My gripe is that there is no good way to engage the players currently not in a scene (yes, I know we’re all adults and are supposed to be able to bring that excitement to a game by our own volition, but come on…), at least not as the game is written. I’m afraid this is going to turn into another one of my white whale RPGs.

LIVE/PHYSICAL
Play Club Stuff: Face pass, jungle telegraph, name and sound round, sun and moon, follow the leader, circle clapping game.
Sportsfriends (inluding Tennnes, SuperPunchBall and Smesports)
Dance Central 3 – thinking that my danceoke skills would be put to good use, I tried getting into it. Couldn’t, though. Improvisation is not really encouraged. And maybe I’m not that good at dancing anyway.
The Home Front – lots of toy play centered around the story of The Lion King. I’m always a hyena… or a lion. Or a gnu (which means a lot of running, I’m afraid).

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My kid, wearing a mask. Nothing to see here, please move on.

Play Journal: Knutpunkt 2014 and AWiG

This is seriously late, I know. But shit happens. Good shit and bad. It’s shit all the same. And it has a tendency to happen… I already lost myself here. Aaaanyway…

My second Knutpunkt kicked off with some A Week in Gothenburg (AWiG) activities and games, as well as tests of A Drift. Having made it through the week in Gothenburg, it was time for Knutpunkt. I found myself getting more and more involved in the event as it went on, but I hope I managed to stay out of people’s way when I needed to. I also had a lot of fun. This is an account of the play-related stuff I got into there, not so much on the conference as such.

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Bitter Coffee – A short game about saying goodbye. In some ways, I feel that there really was too little to go on and that it was closer to an exercise or larp workshop than a complete game, but I would play it again (with actual coffee and not tea).

Frogslap – A somewhat chaotic larp that ultimately tried to do too many things at the same time and sorta worked against its own goals. I did, however, play in the last playtest before Knutpunkt, so maybe the game was changed, but the above is true for the specific game I was in.

The Commune – EDU-larp about the EU and sitting on a council. Probably works in an actual educational setting, but for 1337 14RP3R5 it became a rush to conflict, which was needless since the game had plenty of conflict written into the characters already. I’ve sat in on one of the Gothenburg Pedagogical Centre’s games before, but it was interesting to be inside one as well.

A Drift playtests – Me and two actual, living human beings got together to form the group Applied Living and also design something for w00t and A Drift is what came out of it. We did this while AWiG was going on, but it wasn’t really part of it. I just don’t know where else to put it.
We wanted to go for minimal rules and thin interaction and I think we did a good job. During AWiG, we tested the game twice, once as part of the AWiG schedule and once outside of it. It was still at the experimental stage, but some of the most memorable play I’ve been part of as a result of A Drift happened during those sessions. Here’s a track we tested for use, but that didn’t make it in the end: Weird space ambience (not actual title). Since then, the game has been once in Gothenburg (May), twice in Malmö (May and August), twice in Copenhagen (June) and twice in Kraków (October). “Driftin’ around the wooorld.

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Notes from an A Drift playtest: “We can’t control anything”

 

KNUTPUNKT

Rain – In the car on my way from Halmstad to Knutpunkt, one of the organizers asked if I had some game I could play as part of the opening ceremony. Do I have a game? Of course I have a game! I ran the Rain Game from the second New Games book and I think I made the right choice. All in all, about 350 people participated and together we went from sounding like a light drizzle to a full rainstorm and back again. This game really works with as few as ten and as many as 350 people. Good to know.

Playing with Methods – This was a very freeform workshop where we played around with all kinds of ideas and impulses. The focus was doing, rather than talking and as far as I can recall (6 months later), it was a success. Some of the things were really silly, some were profound, and others were just strange. In some ways it reminded me of a Malmö Play Club session, which I would consider a good thing.

Power Games – Another workshop, but with a refreshingly non-larpy aim. It built a lot on exercises developed by Augusto Boal, if I’m not mistaken (which is a very real possibility). The bulk of the workshop was a exercise wherein we took turns rearranging objects (5 chairs, a table, an empty water bottle) and making judgements about which one was the most powerful. This started out pretty exciting, turned interesting, went on to a long period of complete and utter boredom only to finally end up (in retrospect) as a very valuable experience. We discussed power from a whole host of angles and, moving away from the purely intellectual exercise it could have been, the objects actually did a lot to help us on our way.   

Physical Game Design Challenge – I liked how many program items there were on body and physicality at this year’s conference. The “Physical Game Design Challenge” was an intense workshop that actually spawned some interesting and useful exercises. It boils down to people forming groups and each group being asked to develop a game or workshop method that focuses on one particular sense. We then teamed up with other group to test each other’s stuff.
One of the best methods that came out of it was one I think can be used as a pre-game exercise. Everyone but one person huddles up and put their faces close together, facing the person who is the current focus. That person then uses the others as a talking mirror. This can be used to explore the internal struggles of a character, spotlight a conflict or simply to play around with characters and getting to know them. We had the focus character stand in front of the mirror practicing to meet the parents of the person they were dating. All of our reactions were incredibly nasty, but I think we managed to keep it from being personal. 

Service – The one larp I did play at Knutpunkt was one written by my buddy Shoshana Kessock. I didn’t really know what to expect other than a larp about the call to military service, because that’s how much was in the blurb (there’s rarely more than that). [SPOILERS AHEAD, SPOILERS AHEAD, SPOILERS AHEAD, SPOILERS AHEAD!] The larp turned out to be a moral dilemma game, rather than some sort of military simulation. However, contrary to many other wicked problems, the one person who was to be singled out among the new recruits was going to be spared (at least for now). Oftentimes, the situation is the opposite and the group has to decide who dies/sacrifices themselves for the benefit of all others, so I think it was a fresh take on an old recipe.
Working through the moral dilemma made up the bulk of the game, and I found it satisfying and was surprisingly emotional by the end. There were a couple of other things I want to mention: the character sheet and the ending sequence. The character sheet was nice because it worked both as an in-game prop and a way to flesh out who you were playing. It was also part of starting the game. Everyone lined up and then, in turn, read their names out loud to proceed to the briefing room (where the rest of the game took place). The ending sequence, then, also involved a slip of paper. Every player was handed one, lined up and, in turn, read their name and what the slip of paper said. They then exited the room and thus also the game. My slip of paper is the one you see below. This is what happened to my character in the the war. Medal of honor. Congrats.
A strange situation took place right after the game. I had been pretty affected by the game and wasn’t really done with it when I stepped out of the room. Other, however, were super excited and immediately started shouting and laughing once they were out of the game. For some reason, this threw me off big time. There was a sort of dissonance where I was still internally processing what I had been through while others did it with each other.
All in all, I appreciated the experience, was surprised by how moved I was by the play of some of the others in the game, and would recommend anyone who has the chance to check it out.

Service

Danceoke (Me and Petter did a full 30-minute set) – I teamed up with Petter and made a nice danceoke for the Knutpunkt party. Danceoke really is the best. I got to wear a gas mask and dance to Robyn. Nuff said.

Masquerade party – Normally, I would probably not put a party in the Play Journal, but this was special in that people brought old larp gear and clothes for people to swap during the party. The outfits I went through probably managed to include every individual piece of clothing I was capable of wearing (I was a bit to big for some of the prettier outfits). A highlight of the evening was charging up on stage when the DJ (for some reason) decided to finish his set by playing Killing in the Name. This song used to be a staple part of my act back when I brought my ukulele to poetry gigs, so I was happy to act out some sort of rockstar fantasy to that particular tune. 


Trampoline rules